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The silence of words - Aparajita Verma

Jul 8
5 min read

In a quiet corner of Bihar, where narrow lanes carried the smell of earth after rain and mornings begin with the sound of temple bells and school whistles, lived a girl named Liza. 


Liza was not loud. 

She was not rebellious. 

She was not the kind of girl who people noticed easily. 


But she was observant. 

And she was a reader. 


Books were her escape. Between the worn-out pages of school textbooks and borrowed novels, Liza discovered something her world could not give her—freedom. 


But in her home, reading was not considered a priority for a girl. 


"Books won't build your future," her father would say. "A girl should learn responsibilities, not stories," her relatives would add. 


And slowly, without shouting or arguing, Liza learned a different skill —silence. 


But beneath that silence, something continued to burn.



















A Dream That Was Not Allowed 


Every night, when the house had fallen asleep, Liza would sit beneath the dim glow of a small lamp and imagine worlds beyond her room. 


She wanted to write. 


Not because she wanted attention. 


But because she wanted an outlet for her thoughts and emotions.


But her family did not allow her to read freely, let alone write. Even owning notebooks for "extra writing" was considered unnecessary. 


Still, Liza collected old pages, broken pens, and leftover school notebooks. 


And she wrote secretly. 


Short thoughts. Small stories. Hidden emotions. 


Each line held something she could not say out loud. 


Because in her house, a girl who spoke too much was considered disrespectful. 


So Liza learned to speak through the written word.


The Life She Was Living 


As she grew older, the pressure on her increased. 

Marriage discussions started. 

Education was considered "sufficient" only up to a certain point.

Her dreams were slowly being packed away like clothes left forgotten in a cupboard.


She often sat quietly, listening to conversations about her future without ever being asked for her opinion.

Sometimes she smiled. 

Sometimes she said nothing.

 But inside, she was breaking. 


There were nights when she cried silently into her pillow so no one could hear her. 

Not because she was weak. 

But because she was tired of being unheard. 


And yet, even in those moments, she never stopped writing.


The Turning Point 


One evening, after a particularly harsh argument at home, Liza sat alone on the terrace. 

The sky was heavy. 

The air was still. 

And something inside her finally shifted. 


She thought: 

If I cannot speak here... I will write somewhere the world can hear me. 

That night, she created a small online account. 

No name. No identity. Just words. 


And she wrote her first story. 


It was not perfect. 


But it was honest. 

And honesty, she would later learn, could travel farther than perfection.



The Hidden Voice Begins to Speak 


At first, no one noticed her writing. 

But she kept going. 


Every night after everyone slept, Liza would write stories online-about girls like her, about silence, about dreams that were never allowed to breathe. 


Slowly, something changed. Strangers began reading her work. 


Comments started to appear: 

"This feels real." 

"I've never read something so emotional." 

"This girl understands silence." 


But her family still knew nothing about her writing.


In her real life, she was still "the quiet girl." 


But online, she was becoming a voice for those who could not speak.





Bihar in Her Words 


Liza never wrote to escape Bihar. 

She wrote to give it a voice.


She wrote about mothers who sacrificed their dreams without ever realizing they had dreams of their own.


She wrote about girls who were taught to adjust instead of questioning the expectations placed upon them.


But she also wrote about strength. 

About resilience. 

About hidden fire in quiet within ordinary homes. 


Her stories were not loud protests. 

They were soft revolutions. 

They were soft revolutions. powerful. 

And that is what made them powerful.



Pain Behind the Words 


No one saw the price behind her writing. 

They did not see the nights when she wrote after crying silently. 

They did not see the fear of being caught. 

They did not see the pressure of living two lives at once. 

Sometimes she would stop writing. 


Sometimes she would stop writing and wonder: 

What if they find out? 


But then she would remember the girls like her. 

The ones who never got to speak. 

And she would continue. 


Because her silence was no longer just hers.

It belonged to countless others.









The Breaking Point 


One day, her family discovered her writing. 

There was anger. 

There were questions. 

There was disappointment. 

Her notebook was taken away. 

She was told to stop writing immediately. 


For a moment, Liza felt like everything she had built had collapsed. 

The online world she created... 

The voice she found... 

Everything suddenly felt out of reach.

That night, she cried more than ever before. 


But something inside her refused to disappear. Because once silence is broken, it can never be completely restored.


A Voice That Refused to Die


Even after the restrictions were imposed, Liza did not stop completely.

She found new ways to continue. 

New accounts. New words. New nights. 


But now, something had changed. 

She was no longer writing just for herself. 

She was writing for every girl who was told to be quiet. 

For every dream that was labeled "too much." 

For every voice that was never allowed to grow. 


And slowly, her stories began reaching a wider audience. 

Beyond India. 

Beyond expectations. 

Across oceans.











Recognition 


One day, one of her stories was noticed by an online literary platform. 

Then another. 

And another. 

Her writing was shared, translated, and discussed. 

People in different countries began reading about a quiet girl from Bihar who wrote about silence like it was a language as though it were a language of its own.

And suddenly, Liza's silence was no longer invisible. 

It had become a voice that resonated across the world.


What She Became 


Liza did not become famous overnight. 

She did not change her world instantly. 

But she changed something more powerful— people’s perception. 

She proved that strength does not always shout. 

Sometimes, it writes. 

Sometimes, it waits. 

Sometimes, it survives quietly until the world is finally ready to listen.


The Message She Left Behind 


In one of her most widely shared pieces, she wrote: 

"I was never silent because I had nothing to say. I was silent because I was never allowed to speak." 


And later she wrote: 

"If my words can reach you, then perhaps my silence was not wasted." 


Ending 

Today, Liza is still writing. 

Still growing. 

Still learning. 

But she is no longer invisible. 

Somewhere in Bihar, in a small house that once tried to silence her, there lives a girl whose words travel farther than the walls that once confined her.


Because she did not wait for permission to exist. 

She wrote herself into the world.


The End.


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